Tag: aries

  • I love eclipse season

    I love eclipse season

    Can you feel the change in the air? (protests and anger and “for-the-good-of-all”s)

    A pulsing, magnetic hum (vibrating in my chest)

    Inescapable (heat in every breath)

    Unavoidable (in every room)

    Uncomfortable (like nothing fits right)

    This is what Beginnings feel like.

    ______________________

    I LOVE eclipse season. Perhaps its because I was born during the shadow of a total solar eclipse. I was born into the waves of change; I learned to walk in the pulling of the tide.

    I turned 37 this week.

  • Moon in Scorpio – Mars in Aries

    Moon in Scorpio – Mars in Aries

    I am sad that the moon moves on today into Sagittarius.

    I have a lot of feelings about this particular transit but I don’t have the energy at present to explain in detail. In a nutshell, I felt alive and more like my true self: which is very sexual in nature.

    Vibrant. Radiant. Slinky. Powerful. Wanted. Greedy. Indulgent. Amorous. Erotic. Dominant. Masterful. Deserving.

    I felt like I could conquer any obstacle with the flutter of eyelashes or a saucy smirk.

    The problem is that I missed out on fulfilling my needs when the time felt so right, and now I can already feel Scorpio’s influence slipping away as he unbinds himself from me.

    Farewell. Until next time.

  • Astrology as a Tool for Enlightenment

    Astrology as a Tool for Enlightenment

    What is the purpose of astrology?

    I think most would say it is a tool to come to know and understand ourselves; it can be a path to self-acceptance and a way to more deeply understand what it is to be human. But can it also be a template?

    Is it a path to enlightenment? To being whole? To feeling… fullfilled?

    I have long been interested in astrology. Since I was young child, I was fascinated by reading my horoscope. At first I thought they were simply messages from psychics. I thought you had to be an all-knowing guru with a supernatural gift; horoscopes were divinely inspired passages from the great beyond. I am not sure when it clicked, exactly, but I have come to realize now that it is simply a skill that can be developed like any other. It is so very detailed and requires absorbing so much old and passed-down knowledge that I am positive that it is beyond me to fully grasp the concepts well enough in my lifetime to be able to craft horoscopes. What I do know is that it is much like deciphering any other language, or solving for a scientific equation. For example, if Mars moves into Capricorn and is trine to Saturn, what consequence will this have a Taurus sun/Aquarius moon? …Well, I don’t know. I could probably figure it out, but it would take a lot of consulting other sources!

    But, I digress. I am an Aries sun and I certainly encapsulate many Aries tendencies. I can be impulsive. I can leap into big life-altering decisions head-first with a defiant “I WILL make this work” attitude. I can get very angry and hold grudges. I can sometimes be blunt and hurtful if the truth needs to be told that way. (I am writing this with fiery excitement, check my vibes!) I can be overly ambitious and start big projects with good intentions … and abandon them. I can be stubborn and hard-headed, like my Ram counterpart. I am frequently a little too loud – in conversation, laughter, and don’t get me started on singing in the car. I have aptly renamed it “screamsinging”. I have toxic Aries traits, too: I deflect blame almost always (sorry, Husband!). I need to be right. All of these things are very much “me” but I am not some of the things Aries is always said to be: Confrontational. A Leader. Aggressive. Sporty. Organized. Powerful. Hmm… Nope. Can’t relate.

    Enter Gemini. (This is the whole point – forgive my verbosity.) Gemini stalks my placements. What I know about Gemini is only just beyond beginners knowledge. Gemini is a mutable sign, which may be why I never took much stock in taking notice (Ahem, *big Aries mood*). I am a Gemini moon, Gemini rising (First House), and I have Gemini in Chiron… and Chiron is also in my First House. That’s a triple Gemini whammy. What are you trying to say, Universe?

    I feel like there is a big, BIG message there, which brings me back to my initial prompt. Can astrology act as a path to fulfillment? If I intentionally nurture my Gemini nature… will I become whole?

  • Placements and Birth Chart

    Placements and Birth Chart

    This is my cheat sheet and reference guide. ♈︎ // ♊︎ // ♊︎

    Birth Chart from Co-Star Astrology
    Placements from Co-Star Astrology
    Placements from Sanctuary World